Tasteless

My life is just tasteless and dull, writing up my journal all this while doesn't seem enjoying. I wonder. My supervisor gives me lots of guidance, but i struggle and struggle to think in order to construct a justification. Technical writings are really darn tough.

People enjoy themselves at this age, but i'm all alone staying in a computer lab to read and think and search. Is this what i want? Writing has always be my interest, but writing research papers is kinda suffering.

Sometimes, i feel intensely tired. I have been non-stop working towards a stable life, to be financially independent. Sometimes, i just hope to have a soul mate to cheer me up. I'm not longing for a marriage at this age perhaps of insecurity that embedded within myself all this while.

Yea.... at the moment, i'm on my way obtaining my goal - the completion of my master's degree.

Venus Enters Leo

California Psychics

Romance roars into action as Venus transits through Leo the lion from August 26 - September 19, 2009. It's all about taking a chance on love and expressing what's in your heart. It's time to be daring in your relationships.

Whether you're bursting with new passion for someone special, or need to bring up a problem with your sweetie, this influence will help you find the words, actions and courage to convey your feelings.

The lusty lion
Venus rules relationships, while Leo rules romance. Leo is a Fire sign, so it's not the ethereal kind of romance, but rather a passionate expression of love. This passion may be accompanied by willfulness and a high level of drama, however, so strive for a balanced perspective in your relationships. And because Leo craves attention, don't forget to express your appreciation to those who are closest to you.

Get creative
Venus also rules art and beauty, while Leo rules creativity - so expect a burst of creative energy during the next three weeks. You may suddenly get the urge to redecorate your bedroom, take an art class, plant an herb garden, throw a party, try a new recipe, start a journal, join a writing club or organize a charity event - whatever activity fires up your inner muse. The best way to access your creativity is to be in touch with your own heart.

Trouble ahead
A word of warning about August 26-27. If you find yourself unusually combative, stubborn or controlling, it's probably the abrasive Mercury-Mars-Pluto influence that's making troubling issues rise to the surface, so they can be resolved. Try to stay centered, and avoid getting drawn into unnecessary battles if you can help it. A more harmonious vibe will resume in a day or two.

Fire signs (Aries, Leo and Sagittarius)
Whether it's a relationship or a project you feel strongly about, expressing passion comes naturally to you. So Venus in Leo will ignite your inner fire, and inspire both your creativity and some hot, maybe even stormy, interactions. This influence is divine in the bedroom, but you may need to contain the fire if an argument arises. Watch willfulness. If you're solo, romance can be found through a creative or spiritual activity - such as a play, art opening or spiritual gathering. Taking a class may also bring a romantic prospect and inspire your creativity, too. Dare to be yourself!

Air signs (Gemini, Libra and Aquarius)
Socializing skyrockets during Venus in Leo. Both romance and friendships will be influential in your life. You'll be more inclined to spend time with people who share your interests. In other words, compatibility will be important to you. Commitment may be in the stars for solo Air signs, or at least you may have the opportunity to widen your social circle with some intriguing new friends. It might just be a friend who matches you up with someone fabulous! Look for romance during group gatherings, community events and while traveling. Networking online can bring in someone special as well. Communication is the key.

Earth signs (Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn)
Venus in Leo evokes your deepest desires. The sex will no doubt be fabulous, but you'll want it all - a merging of bodies, hearts, minds and souls. No halfway measures for you! You may feel vulnerable with this level of interaction, however, so you'll need some courage to inspire a deep connection. Healing old emotional wounds and dealing with the past will be necessary for relationship success. Heed your intuition, too, which will be especially strong. Single Earth signs can find romance through an old friend, family member or personal-growth activity (a meditation group, perhaps?). Be sure to spend some time alone, so you don't get emotionally overloaded.

Water signs (Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces)
Your sensuality will be all fired up during Venus in Leo. Getting physical (think massage, exercise and good food and drink) will bring out your romantic side - to the delight of your partner! It's time to ground your naturally powerful emotions with some earthly pleasure. The danger of overindulging will be the challenge, so you may need to rein in some of your eating, drinking and spending. If you're solo, romance can be found through a colleague, work project or health-related activity - maybe via a gym flirtation. On a practical note, be on the lookout for moneymaking opportunities and ways to advance your career.

However you choose to enjoy Venus in Leo during the next few weeks, be sure to share your heart with those you love.

if you love someone - set them free!

If you love someone, set them free.
If they come back they’re yours;
If they don’t they never were.

However, in today’s world, this quote finds its own MODERN VERSIONS depending on the kind of people you are:

Pessimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she ever comes back, she’s yours,
If she doesn’t, as expected, she never was

Optimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
Don’t worry, she will come back .

Suspicious:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she ever comes back, ask her why.

Impatient:
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she doesn’t come back within some time forget her.

Patient:
If you love someone, set her free ..
If she doesn’t come back,
continue to wait until she comes back …

Playful
If you love someone,
Set her free …
If she comes back, and if you love her still,
set her free again, repeat …

C++ Programmer:
if(you-love(m_she))
m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she = new CShe;

Animal-Rights Activist:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!

Lawyers:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the Second
Amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom

Biologist :
If you love someone,
Set her free,
She’ll evolve.

Statisticians :
If you love someone,
Set her free,
If she loves you, the probability of her coming
back is high
If she doesn’t, your relation was improbable
anyway.

Schwarzenegger’s fans:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
SHE’LL BE BACK!

Over possessive person :
If you love someone
don’t set her free.

MBA :
If you love someone set her free instantaneously
and look for others simultaneously

Psychologist :
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back her super ego is dominant
If she doesn’t come back her id is supreme
If she doesn’t go, she must be crazy.

Somnambulist :
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back it’s a nightmare
If she doesn’t, you must be dreaming

Dream

The sky is clear, not stormy and I vividly remember that i was sitting in a sampan, then i saw small wave in the sea, subsequently i was covered with a tidal wave, but i still can survived, i was not drown.

Dream interpretation:

Waves
To see clear, calm waves in your dream, signify renewal, a calm state of mind and tranquil emotions. It may also signal an important decision to be made. If you are riding a wave, then it indicates that you are trying to get a handle on your emotions.

To hear waves crashing in your dream, indicates tenderness and relaxation. It also brings about feelings of sensuality and sexuality.

To dream that you are caught in a tidal wave, signifies the strength of your emotions, perhaps accompanied by tears that you are holding back in your waking life.

To see muddy, violent waves in your dream, signifies that a fatal error was made in an important decision.

Boat
To dream that you are in or see a boat, signifies your ability to cope with and express your emotions. Pay particular attention to the condition and state of the waters, whether is is calm or violent, clear or murky, etc. Are you "smooth sailing"? Alternatively, you may be ready to confront your unconscious and unknown aspects of yourself.

Witchcraft
To dream about witchcraft, suggests that something or someone is manipulating you and your surroundings.

A moment of life

Life in a flash and before you can figure out what's going on, anything can happen. Loved ones passed away, someone even dropped dead out of a sudden, someone lost a job, someone has to go through surgery due to unexpected growth, someone is undergoing mental disorder, someone’s heartbroken, someone’s fall out of love…

These are the things that keep on happening around me in these few years. Yet, at these times of uncertainties, I witness how the greatness of love & the faith towards God can make everything more bearable when i strongly believe that every cloud has a silver lining.

Survival skill

It's kinda of dreadful thing when u saw a person can change abruptly from situation A to situation B. Yes, I am facing such awful thing. It's simply unpredictable when i seek advice from my boss. I saw his face change differently from a moment to another moment. Was it a training? Was it a decoy ? I seriously dun have idea.