Friday, August 28, 2009

Tasteless

My life is just tasteless and dull, writing up my journal all this while doesn't seem enjoying. I wonder. My supervisor gives me lots of guidance, but i struggle and struggle to think in order to construct a justification. Technical writings are really darn tough.

People enjoy themselves at this age, but i'm all alone staying in a computer lab to read and think and search. Is this what i want? Writing has always be my interest, but writing research papers is kinda suffering.

Sometimes, i feel intensely tired. I have been non-stop working towards a stable life, to be financially independent. Sometimes, i just hope to have a soul mate to cheer me up. I'm not longing for a marriage at this age perhaps of insecurity that embedded within myself all this while.

Yea.... at the moment, i'm on my way obtaining my goal - the completion of my master's degree.

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