Intense pressure from everywhere

Perhaps the post which continues from the previous post will be written later.

Here, I really want to vent out my tension. Problems have never stopped approaching me. Why? My dad behaves unreasonably, my work is endless, and the most upset is the misery enters into my relationship.

The problem is uncontrollable. I'm trying my best to be supportive. But, in the end, the pressure lies in the bottom of my heart is more than words that i can say. It has been 2 months getting along with him. Eventhough he couldn't provide me luxuries or any material needs, but his love and cares for me are precious and priceless. What's more i can demand from him? Nothing. I love him as what he is.

I know troubles have been coming after me. From the first day i chose him, i have forecast that. Initially. i have a thought to give up on this relationship. The heartache that i bear maybe lasted me for a period of time. But, as time goes on, i found that he completes me, he has the ability to cover all my weakness. In certain aspects, i'm a loser. Example?? Needless to state here, he knows everything of me. Gradually, i found that this relationship is like a jig-saw puzzle, every minute and every second, both of us completed it pieces by pieces.

My dad is blaming me that i have chosen a Muslim. I wonder, is it my fault?

Until now, it will break my heart into million of pieces if i have to give up on him, unless one day he doesnt love me anymore.

His ex is still haunting him, bothering him, even interfering our life. How can we escape from all these?

I believe true love has the greatest power and nothing can defeat us.

God, pls protect us from all the evils.